Need to connect.
Betwixt the mediocre
And the Never Again
The Anger
The Cry
The Why
My darling boy
My precious one
Will you be
L’Étranger, too?
I want to point to Conrad
Read Nabokov out loud…
So hard
So futile
So wrong
My darling boy
My precious one
Will you alight,
And get it right?
Chaos clings to me like ivy
Paralyses every urge
The wherefores
The wrongs
The cries
My darling boy
My precious one
Will you succeed
To break the spell?
Lowliness and schemes
Gorge on the backbone
I weaken
I lose
I quit
My darling boy
My precious one
Will you asphyxiate
Your talent, too?
Ent-täuschung; Ent-zauberung
Zweifel und Zaudern
No salvation in the
Arms of La Bohème
Mauled by Amoebas
Their tunnel vision versus
My kaleidoscopic eyes
From the histrionic mistress
Back to the lawfully wedded wife:
To Socratic Discourse
Of Our Wretched Time
My darling boy
My precious one
Will you conquer
Its rotten heart for me?
One finger in ten -
Saved by the Dell.